To lose yourself in the middle of a very s#!$ty job.
I work in a business that involves a lot of energy during the day, so yes, it can be hard to write something once a week in the pursuit of becoming a legit writer. But if the expectations are reasonable, an entry a week shouldn't be so draining on top of you normal life, especially when you don't have any rug-rats to distract and a super supportive boyfriend.
But then you find yourself in this job that essentially stole your energy because of unreasonable expectations and pressures from above.
Long story short, next week Monday I am starting a new job, still leasing, and I am hoping I'll be able to continue with blogging soon so I can tell everyone my nerd-ventures. The plan is that I will work on posting one thoughtful entry once a week for your enjoyment.
It's going to take a while to get back to having a serious following but I look forward to working hard at it. See you all next week.